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This gotta be a long one, i haven't posted for a long time.. This is something i reflected on, and realised i didn't want to be a human.... Back from Judo, my legs were tired. Upon reaching the void deck of my home, i saw some people waiting for the lift. Strange though, i realised both were on the 5th floor. It was the same as before, where the lift was stuck at the 5th floor and did not respond to anything when you pressed. Time passed and the lift was still at the 5th floor, and people started to crowd. Waiting for some miracle to happen, they stood there as if they were statues. Having no choice, i walked up the stairs with heavy legs. At first, the thought that came to my mind was 12th floor, where i lived, and leave everybody there in a lurch. However as i walked up the stairs, i stopped at the 5th floor, and tried to push the lift door to make it go down. I succeeded after much work, and went down to the first floor. The people who were still on the first floor, looked at me with much curiousity and stared as if i teleported to the 5th floor. However, no word of thanks was out from anybody's mouth. In the lift i thought, why are humans so unpolite? No even a word of appreciation after i went up the 5th floor with much difficulty and went down, saving your precious time? I could have pressed 12th when i was at the 5th floor, but i didn't. I had the concsience to press it to the first floor so you wouldn't have to wait, how come humans dun't have the concsience to say even "thanks"? I was puzzled, confused, and i wished i wasn't human, a being with lots of selfishness and not even 1 molecule of appreciation. Simple words can make a lot of things brighten up, but humans tend to not brighten up others' days, only thinking for themselves..... How i wished i was not human today..... Making me feel that it was a sin to be bornt a human.. Got washed up on the beach @ 8:44 PM
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